Beginning last week , my life has been nothing but worrying. Alotta worrying, crying and feeling very sad & terrified. The question " WHAT IF.." runs like crazy thru my head day & night.
I went for my annual pap smear last Tuesday & to discuss results of my sonogram for a cyst on my right side. (I had been having heavy periods & cramping was my complaint).
I was told, after having waited more than 30 mins, that I needed to go see the OB right away (at the hospital), and that my pap would have to wait ...
So, after I get there, I had to wait 2+ hrs to see him. He looked at the results of my sonogram & said I needed surgery right away as it was a "BIG CYST". It measured the size of a 16wk old fetus! So, I scheduled the laparascopy for 2 days after (which was Thursday). I also went for a blood exam called CA-125. (cancer marker)*
THEN, on Thursday morning they call me frm the Dr.'s office to say that the surgery was postponed as the Dr. had an emergency.
The Doctor then called me himself & explained that my blood test didnt come out normal, it was twice above normal. So, now they set me up an appointment with an oncologist for tomorrow morning for additional testing.
I have been a nervous wreck like never before in my entire 34 yrs of life!
So many thoughts running thru my mind! My family in Chicago has been supportive thru this since the beginning. They call me & offer encouraging, positive words.
Especially my supervisor @ work & my co-workers. (They even had a small circle of prayer for me today). The waiting is terrible.
But like the Bible says: " don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will take care of itself." I have much faith in God & know that he will help me & guide me thru it all, whatever He has in store for me.
May God have mercy on me, and on all of us....
I am in need of prayers. Thank u in advance ..
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